you know what?
it sucks to be at home.
will not be going for wrk for 3 days until sunday.
all i want is some peace and to really rest.
and to help my mum with the houseworks coz she's tired.
but always i cant.

y is he complaining over the same things again?
y must he always target me, instead of my brother to blabber all those nonsenses?
y must he keep complaining over everything?

seriously,
my parents shouldnt be together.
my mum is like me,
who wants freedom.
as in after marriage we still can go out with friends for shopping and etc.
but my dad is like,
those super duper traditional fathers out there,
who wants their wife to stay at home 24 hours.
lucky my brother is like haf of my mum and my father.

i've asked mum why she chose him.
coz they were together for like 7 months before they got married.
and after they gave birth to my brother and me,
problems keep coming in.


and till now,
all the problems are like unsolved?



now my father is like nagging at me,
how he hates my mum,
how he hates my grandma,
how he hates my aunts,
how he hates my mum's fren,
how he hates xxx people.
its never ending...





perhaps these are the reasons why i choose not to hate.
even how much i hate some people in my life,
i still choose to befriend them.
its like,
why must you hate someone so much that,
you wana kill them or leave them or whatsoever?
to me, it's childish.





argh,
whatever.
reality sucks so much.





went out with jesslyn ytd!
headed over to bugis and bugis village to shop.
got myself a pooh pendent LIKE FINALLY~~
super happy la!
the staff was pretty and nice.
=))




oh ya!
jess and i are currently using the same handphone.
song ericsson G900.
her's is dark brown and mine's red.
LOLs.
=x
we got ourselves screen protecter ytd.
=))




afterwhich we headed to sim lim square.
i got my utp cables,
and jess she got her green DS la!
the seller is nice enoff to sell her only for $365(whole package)!
coz we estimated that she needs to spend like over $400++.
so great deal huh?
will be going back at the end of the month to pay the whole amount.
coz she only paid $20 deposit for it.
=)



need to thank mark for the wooden keychain he got for me when he's in batam.
we only work once.
and he even made a wired name for me!
he's nice duh!
=))



wanted to go jogging today but didnt.
had tea last nite and i kept waking up in the middle of the night.
so i think will jog tml instead.
ytd morning i went swimming!
so not that bad la.
at least one week i got exercise like more than 3 times.
so can lose weight hor?
hahaa.
im seriously crazy.



helped my mum to do housework in the morning.
now my room is like super neat and dust-free!
i think she will be happy,
coz im a good gal.


will be meeting hubpig later at night for dinner.
and tml i will have to meet his parents and head over to his uncle's place to visit his grandma.
she's not in the good shape though.
thus,
before hubpig fly to france,
he had to visit her.
=)


ok,
i think i rant alot.
im freaking hungry but will do some exercise while watching anime,
and mug some php coz the competition is starting soon!
i seriously hate my laptop and desktop coz I CANNOT PRACISE PHP.
hopefully mr sng will not blame me la.
i will 100% go to school everyday when the competition offically starts.
=))