porkie asked me to post this here:
porkie's version of pig.

What does you people know?
Keep calling us and ask us to greet him when he's home?
FAT HOPE LA.
so what if he's our father.
WHY MUST WE APOLOGISE,
when he keep thinking that HE'S GOT THE RIGHT TO START THE QUARREL.
and please,
for over 12 years he did not change at all.
when we thought that he had changed, he decided to cheat our feelings over and over again.
and seriously,
we are tired of this.
its like FREAKING IRRITATING.


you guys can keep repeating the same stories of how grandpa treats grandman in the past.
and how great-greatfather treats grandma..
you guys can say that what we are going through now is merely 10% of the pain you guys have experienced in the past.
you guys can keep saying we are just stubborn.
you guys can keep scolding us.
you guys just have no clue wad we are thinking.
at least your feelings are not played again and again.







he is not completely bad.
he is very nice too.
when we decided to forgive me, to respect him, to pamper him,
he chose the hard way.
and this cycles have been repeating over and over for 12 years.


we are tired...
really...
and perhaps one day, we could not take it anymore....

just finished doing hubby's sis Java project.
kind of tired.

went library just now to borrow books.
need to do a product demo for CMSK.
=_=
like so super duper last minute?

tml need to celebrate my cousin's birthday
&&
sunday need to teach hubby's sis java.

ok,
no time to waste.
i shall study those books now.
ciao~



he just wan the whole world to know that he gt 2 disrespectful children...

Today it's not a day for me.

I thought I will be happy today,
coz its hubby and I's 28th month anniversary
and its my Lunar Birthday today.


I was sick during the weekends,
didnt really mug of DSAG Lab test today.
and ya,
i screwed up the last question of DSAG.

nvm.
i cabbed down to school coz i overslept.

OPSY tutor DIDNT WANT TO HAVE TUTORIALS for the 3rd time.
he just stood down there and self-declare holiday.
like wtf!?


my father went mad again.
and this really sucks so much.




he keeps on blaming people around him,
trying to screw up everything.
fine if he didnt want to work.
he seems to be unhappy that my mum is working.
is he himself who doesnt want to work,
keep giving himself excuses that he's sick when he's perfectly fine!?


everyone keeps on telling me to forgive and forget.
but how?
he keep saying want to divorce and such.
quarrel with his own siblings still not enough,
still wana screw his own family,
and bullying my mum when he's not happy.
wtf is this!?




i really need some peace...
i just hate him.
he just dun deserve my respect.

was out with porkie.
went to CP to collect my pay and at the same time to shop around.
HAHAHA.

that porkie was such an idiot today.
coz i was looking for scandals and high-waist shorts.
since my birthday is like coming,
porkie said he will buy for me something i like.
buying shoes/slippers/scandals == BAD KARAMA
so i told him to buy a high-waist short for me instead.


we went to many places to hunt for it,
but we couldnt find any.
the last shop we went was esprit,
and FINALLY WE FOUND ONE.
so that porkie was like looking for the price tag
and said.
"Okay, i'll buy it for you. The price is just right for me to get it for you."
but i totally went WTH!?
$89!!!!
he insists on buying it which irritates me coz i usually dont go for brands and also my mummy is famous for "destroying" my apparels, so, i rejected.
but that porkie is so idiotic,
he held on to it and refuses to place it back until i sort of "scold" him.
we made a pact if i couldnt find it elsewhere again,
he will get it for me.
=_=


oh,
porkie is a new nick to call hubby.
lols.
he wanted to be a pork anyway.
He ate alot of calories today.
curry noodles, double chocolate freppe, gg to have supper with his frens later and 125ml of milk chocolate blocks which he bought from Marks and Spencers.
his dinner is like my 3 meals!?
He wanted to gain weight anyway.



11.o7.o8
MICHELLE's 19th Birthday Celebration at KBox Dinner Buffet!!!
The money spent is worth that night!
ShiHan, Michelle, SoonFongUncle, my brother and I.
Some photos to share:
colleage- to sum up the whole night.

This little cute kid above is super duper cute.
He was outside our room and was staring at us.
When I fished out my camera and was preparing to snap a pic of him,
HE POSED!!!!
IT'S LIKE SO SUPPERRR DUUPPPEERRR CCCUUUUTTTEEEE LLLLAAA!!!
just see the way he smiles~
soonfong uncle and shihan.
a very "well" taken pic.
LOLs.

finally im alone at home.
no quarrels, no disturbance,
just absolute peace.

ever since dad's jobless,
i feel useless.
"shld i go back to work on weekends?"
this question keeps on flashing thru my mind.
=(((


yea.
and last thurs i gave him the $$ that i saved up this week.
=))))))




will blog ltr about ytd.
=))

o5.o7.o8

YESTERDAY

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO G & WY!!!



Preparations:

=))

Weiyi, are you touched??
LOLs.

good makeup day.
=))

ok resting time~

TO MY COLLEAGE/FRIEND DONGYUE:
sry that i couldnt msg u to wish you.
duno whether u will see this or not,
but but,
HAVE A SAFE TRIP!!
=)))

As some of you guys have known,

I HAVE LOST MY MOBILE PHONE!!

it's like finally I LOST IT.
zzzzzzzzzzzz.
what i mean is this is the first time something precious of mine is gone....perhaps FOREVER.


the situation was like WTF!?
I merely misplaced my handphone for like 10-15 minutes!?
and its GONE!!!


I shall proclaimed that this week is the super unlucky week for me.
even hubby was like warning me about karma.
haiz.


and that JESSLYN,
she said this to me: "Lucky your handphone dun have ur sex videos, if not you will be famous like tammy.".
VERY LOL right.
please la im clean okay!
but thanks la,
for lending me ur ears although you are sleeping in Lecture with leewei.
LOLS.


and right now im nagging to ruying.
haaaa.


im expecting my mummy to nag at me,
but she didnt,
and keep trying to cheer me up,
coz my face is super black.

intentionally,
wanted to get W910i,
costed about 300+
mummy keep asking me whether wan to buy or not.
haiz.
no mood to buy phones for the time being.
using my mum's fren N73.
=((



oh ya!
i shall explain why i said this week is super unlucky for me.
1) Tues: I fell in bus when i was going up the stairs to the 2nd level of the double decker bus.
All thanks to the 1000+ mac book which contributes most to my 4-5kg bag on that day.
I was tired also, so yea, that fall wakes me up totally. Imagine Left Leg on the 4th step and Right Leg on the 1st step. My Right Leg got some terrible wounds and blue-blacks. SADDED.

2) OPSY results was like shit.
i expected that coz the day before the paper i had a very big quarral with my hubby and thus, no mood to mug. but im like so sad la. coz i noe i can do well.

3) I LOST MY HANDPHONE.



=(((



ok i noe some people out there wants to know how much i flare for my term tests:
1) OPSY: 30.5/40
2) DSAG: 41/50
3) WWNK: 47/50

2 As and 1 B+
mum was only happy with my WWNK,
other then that she was like "Okay."
ZZZZZZZZZ






*I guess it all happen for a reason. I haven been nice to my parents ever since that day. Is not i dont want is i cant. but ever since ytd i noe the importance of thier existance. my hp is something i cherish coz i bought it at a very expensive price. i should cherish my parents juz like how i cherish my phone. Both of them are priceless. I shall take this as an advice from god. and from now on, i promise to god that i will treasure everyone around me. And also ytd, i realised that my mum changed; i finally experience her love. *