Today it's not a day for me.

I thought I will be happy today,
coz its hubby and I's 28th month anniversary
and its my Lunar Birthday today.


I was sick during the weekends,
didnt really mug of DSAG Lab test today.
and ya,
i screwed up the last question of DSAG.

nvm.
i cabbed down to school coz i overslept.

OPSY tutor DIDNT WANT TO HAVE TUTORIALS for the 3rd time.
he just stood down there and self-declare holiday.
like wtf!?


my father went mad again.
and this really sucks so much.




he keeps on blaming people around him,
trying to screw up everything.
fine if he didnt want to work.
he seems to be unhappy that my mum is working.
is he himself who doesnt want to work,
keep giving himself excuses that he's sick when he's perfectly fine!?


everyone keeps on telling me to forgive and forget.
but how?
he keep saying want to divorce and such.
quarrel with his own siblings still not enough,
still wana screw his own family,
and bullying my mum when he's not happy.
wtf is this!?




i really need some peace...
i just hate him.
he just dun deserve my respect.