i've been VERY BUSY THIS WEEK.
I worked like 11- 12 hrs for quite a number of days.
BUT,
i'm happy coz this means that I'M EARNING!



well,
there're alot of things happenning at home.
father's jobless, mother's stubborn.
no matter how i cried ,angried, scolded,
THEY DUN GIVE A DARM.
and i'm really disappointed.

father's been quarrelling with almost everyone everyday,
coming home everyday sulking and this saddens me.
mother's not changing,
both of them wants to be right.
they dun understand how my bro and i feels.

oh god, i've tried;
i'm tired.
i had enough.
i just want to enjoy my life now.





father hopes that we can be independant.
earn your own money, save them.
"dun give your mum".
well,
mum always ask me for money when i get my pay.
my father's different.
when i gave him money,
he will always say "save it for urself".
such an irony.


i wana be an entrepreneur..
i wana have a car...
i wana have a 4-room flat...



i wun ask a cent out of them already.
i will spend/work/save with my own money.





im having a fetish over tubes AGAIN!
i've just bought a mini green tube dress,
and i'm digging it!
maybe i will wear it next tues to meet hubby.
HAHAHAAA.



ok,
gtg prepare for work.





sometimes i wish i was just 4 years old...
when everything then was just so perfect...