and yeah,
today marks the end of 2007.
I'm sorry but I'm SO NOT looking to 2008.
coz I find myself destroying all my hardworks that i've achieved....my dreams?
and it's so disappointing.
I even find myself clueless upon what I'm doing!?
its like,
I JUST SIMPLY DONT UNDERSTAND MYSELF.
I keep thinking,
what is the thing I really want now!?
.........................................
well,
I just feel that I need to stay 100% firm,
and slowly move towards my dreams.
gawh!
haven been very happy with life recently.
When's you darm unlucky,
you will be DARM unlucky.
People around you will try to make you fcuking pissed.
Either is it purposely OR deliberately.
Whatever.
I dont wan any complications,
so I will give need to leave everything to GOD.
I have been very disobedient,
yet HE doesnt forsake me.
So in the year 2008,
I hope that GOD will accompany me and guide me through the new year,
help me to make decisions,
make me a better person,
and NOT to be soft-hearted anymore.
It SUCKs so much when the close frens around you plays with your temper.
thus,
in the year 2008,
I WILL NOT BE SOFT.
so dun ever try to mess with my temper.
(sometimes i need to lose my temper coz I've been enduring too much in year 2007)
haiz.
really got nth to say le.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 PEOPLE!!!X))