i need opinions.
=((


it hurts alot to be soft-hearted,
coz u always get bullied.


im seriously not happy with my work at all.
coz i always got calls last minute to report for work.
eg today,
i was asked to go parkway to work due to some problems.
its so last minute.
i couldn't/ duno how to reject the offer.


there,
the manager doesnt dare to speak to me recently.
instead,
she asked my mum's fren to convey messages to me.
how to reject?
how to reject someone who is ur family fren, who dotes on you and cares for u?
see what i mean?



i should know myself from the start that i have to get used to this kind of "last-minute-report".
hiaz.
somehow i feel like quiting.
but god doesnt want me to.


i was telling my colleage how sick i was of the work.
and told her that i feel like quiting.
i even sms my hubby and tell him how fuming i was and will STOP working after my holidays.
but ltr,
i received a call,
regarding my pay matters.
its my mum's fren with the manager beside her.
zzzZzzz.
she dun speak to me directly.
see??
she said, boss wans me to put some of my pay into my CPF account.
and she continue on and on about why must i this and that and etc.....
haiz.
im speechless now.



i will just follow the path which god has planned for me.
perhaps,
this is all for my own good.