yours truely.

2009-05-24T22:08:00.002+08:00

you can stop asking or guessing already..
THIS is my name blog link.
I've no tagboard there.
so do comment instead.
=)

2009-05-16T00:13:00.001+08:00

I've found a new personal space.
I'm still deciding on whether to use this or that.
but I have been blogging on that.
so maybe,
in a few days time,
i will disclose my new blog address.
so meanwhile....
I SHALL KEEP YOU ALL IN SUSPENSE.
HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAAHAHAH

this is so random.

2009-05-12T23:19:00.002+08:00

Imaginecup is finally over~
Tomorrow will be the 3rd round's results.
Don't really expect us to get into the final 3.
So if we did, of course we will be happy.
but if we didn't, its alright.
At least we learn something new again.
=)

Spend 2 1/2 hours teaching sherlyn just now.
I'm dead beated.
but I still have alot of things to do.
argh!

Some screenshots of hubby webcamming with me when I was in HaiNan.
He's simply crazy over carebear.
LOLs.

ok,
back to work.

2009-05-11T02:43:00.000+08:00

when boredom drove you to a corner...

* back to scripts*

2009-05-07T03:27:00.000+08:00

4 more days....

2009-05-03T13:32:00.007+08:00

o1.o5.o9

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!!

went for uncle's wedding party on the same day!

it's just a small party,
coz his wife is from china,
they've already hosted a proper wedding ceremony back in china.
so in singapore,
a small party to inform the relatives will do.
=)

the party was held at Sembawang Country Club.

there's ktv!
sherlyn and michelle~

appetizers!

the newly-weds!
she was playing hide-and-seek with me that day!
crab!
mum showed me this photo of me with sherlyn when we were younger.
so WTF LA!
like trying to hint that i have put on weight these few days.
ok ok i will start dieting asap.
my cousin who looked so much like my brother when he's younger!
super cute!
shiyin with her favourite uncle- mike!

the kids.
when most of the guests left,
aunt started line-dancing!
one of my uncles who is finally getting married this year!
his girlfriend sees me from young!?
they have been dating freaking long already!

cant stand my fat face.
>.<

shiyin loves this photo to bits!

i think he's already in france with his wife by now.
they left for france ytd morning i heard.
and they will not be coming back for the next 2 years i think!?
like not again!?

both of them met online.
it's kind of a 'love at first sight' thingy.
my uncle met his wife via some IRC thingy.
then he was so in love with her.
so he flew from france to china for her.
and wa-la~
they got married.
=)

ok,
gtg imagine.
ciaoz.

2009-04-30T20:51:00.001+08:00

~~i.just.don't.feel.like.doing.anything.~~
but i don't seem to be able to do so...
=(

2009-04-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

met up with chuanjie, perry and hongwee for dinner today!
perry brought along a friend of his.
we went Bachmann Japanese Restaurant which is at tampines1 for dinner!

My food:
main dish.
dessert- macha parfait(do i spell it correctly?).

was quite a satisfying dinner,
but i kind of burn my pocket?
so im going to have bread for the next few days liao.
HAHAHAH.

going out with them is so relaxing!
we keep laughing non-stop.

at first i tot we will be kind of shy coz we haven been for for a very very long time already~

so luckily everything king of went successful!

Winnie is very very happy today!

ok back to asssignments and imagine....

Belated anniversary present!

2009-04-27T06:16:00.004+08:00

went out with hubby ytd.
finally finish our anniversary present the previous night.
thus,
i pass it to him ytd.

actually,
he knows what I will be making for him already.
coz he accidentally saw some photos of the half-done gift.
example, the above image has shown.

I actually finished about here before the 21st march.
but i was too busy.

i finish up to here like last night, around 3.30pm?
LOLs.

actually wanted to use my mum's sewing machine to sew the pillow up.
i succeed sewing like around 5 inches of thread using the sewing machine.
but when i cut the thread and wanted to remove de wrong stitches,

the machine couldnt work.
so i have to sew it myself.

spend like 2 hours plus or so to complete.

hubby was super funny ytd.
coz he reached our meeting destination earlier,
when he saw me from afar carrying a pillow,
he gave a "OMG" face,

and he said he's super shy.
coz he didnt expect the gift to be so big.
=X

ta-dah~
the final masterpiece!
=)
i sew words on it.
it was my 1st attempt in sewing words sideways!
lucky hubby likes de wordings.
i was stuck at the letter "N".

imagine i try to sew a "N" nicely for like 1 and a half hours!?

coz i kind of redo it for like 2 times?
super noob i know.

candid~

Failed Attempt: He wanted to look that he loved it.

Much Better!

im so tempted to sew one for myself,

but i doubt i've got the time.

plus,

i was so irritated when i count the "X"s wrgly.

oh,

i almost forgot!

I've got one pooh bookmark undone.

i think i will do it when I'm super bored.

which is like impossible!?

woke up like 3am to do the GUIs for Imagine.

Hope that lw and jess is fine with it.

Jogging with uncle later in the evening!

YAY!

2009-04-24T01:42:00.008+08:00

School has already started on monday.
I've got like so many things to do,
within a short period of time!
OMG i hope i can finish it ALL on time!!

I've got like tons and tons of photos to share!
So here's some,
very belated:

16.o4.o9
Sherlyn's 10 yrs old Birthday Celebration.

Her actual birthday was on the 17th actually.

coz bro and I will be leaving for tioman on the 17th,

so we have decided to celebrate for her earlier.

=x

she choose the cake which has alcoholic content itself la!

with her mummy!

she's so sweet la!
when I'm back from HaiNan,
I found the above gift on my table!
=)
I just read this like just a few minutes ago!?
so sweet of her.
=x
Cupcakes!
Super nice la!
SGD$2.50 each.

20th April 2009
First day of school!

Caught "17 again" with Junwei, xiong, zax and jess at TM after school!
not that bad actually.
worth watching.
=)

22nd April 2009
Celebrate Soonfong uncle's belated birthday at Novena's Zhen Fa!!

*pouts*
the place was quite well-decorated.

we had yuan-yang!
Tom-yam + chicken stow.
hungry people~

uncle was just trying to show the end product of shiyin's peeled prawns.
=x

brother's dragonball hair.
=X
bananas~
chocolate fondue.
shihan tried bird's egg with chocolate la!
=_=lll

after the celebration,
we headed to toa payoh for pool session.
uncle teaching michelle how to play pool.
super cute can!?
cool hur?
the cursed holes.
coz when the ball was nearing both holes,
it just stopped there suddenly!
3 person tried liao!
=_o
our creation.
=))
we didnt erase it when we left.

i must be careful with what i eat from now on.
coz i need to be 100% fit and healthy to work on my assignments/ imagine/ presentations...
i need to jiayou ALOT!

2009-04-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

It's the first day of school today,
and its pretty hectic already!
Being a 3rd year student now is really different.
=x

I miss tioman~

Hubby,
Thanks for organising this trip just for me. Really appreciate it alot coz it has been tough on you. Luckily everything turned out well more than what you have expected. Looks like it's all worth it after all. =x
Love.

Photos here!
Tioman Part One
Tioman Part Two
Tioman Part Three
Tioman Part Four

ENJOY!
=X

2009-04-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

PLEASE VOTE FOR US @ http://www.imaginecup.com.sg !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Team: Envision (PLEASE NOTE THE SPELLING THANKS!)

2009-04-06T21:49:00.020+08:00

Note: This entry is like half-written? Coz I have to go and pack my luggages and head for breakfast already! Will continue this entry if I have the access to the net! x)

Heeellllooo peeek~
I'm blogging from Hai Nan(at Wen Chang currently)!
I will be posting up photos on Day 1's trip back in Hai Kou~
Here goes~

Hai Nan Trip (Day 1)

hubby sent be off that day~

<3
We bus-ed to the Budget Terminal~
my luggages~
Note: 1320 HaiKou TR936.

I was just randomly taking photos around the place.
It was when after I have took the photo,
I'm like, "isnt that leewei and zoe!?"
LOLs.
so funny please!
checking in~
eunice with her bf by her side~

while checking in,
my name was registered wrongly.
instead of my actual name,
it was registered as "Tan Ting Ting".
the person actually said that I wasnt allow to pass.
but luckily he did la.
then all of us was like super relieved?

zax and timonthy.
They purposely wore the same shirt on that day la.
The plane which we took~
Tiger Airways~

2009-04-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

yingyin is leaving for Hai Nan OCP tml!
Will be back on the 12th April!
Do miss me okay!?
=x

Hope that there will be internet connections there.
coz i will be bringing my lappy along~
kk,
time to pack.
ciaoz~

2009-04-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

I'm currently disconnected from MSN,
coz I'm downloading the last Windows Live Messager.
I know it's already out for like months ago.
I'm just lazy to change.
=x

Went to the microsoft office today.
the whole building is like so darm gay!
even the office too!
so cool and well-furnished!
=)

took a glimpse of the view from the staff's lounge.
such a magnificant view~

I'm like going hainan in a few days time.
oh my!
wonder how's my virgin flight will be~
=x

2009-03-31T22:44:00.003+08:00

Was baking just now~
putting the mixture into the pan.

flatten them out nicely~

placed it in the oven to bake for 20 mins~

and WA LA~

my very own Flapbacks~

HAHAHA.

im treating them as my breakfast bars btw.

coz i've been oversleeping recently.

so these bars can defintely keep my fill.

omg~
super duper fan now.

coz that bloodly sherlyn LOST MY HP MEMORY CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!

RRROOOOOAAAARRRRRRRRR~

we went NTUC to get my baking essentials.

then she was like using my hp to call mummy.

and after she finished calling,

the phone slipped from her hands and everything came off.

i was too angry to check coz i just sent my hp for repair just recently.

argh~

i hate this feeling~

nvm.

what is done cannot be undone.

3 places to run tomorrow.
good luck to me.
=(

2009-03-30T23:34:00.018+08:00

Brother's 21st Birthday Celebration

Location: Aranda Country Club Chalet
Date: 27th - 29th March 2009

Photos:

The suite consists of 2 rooms, 2 toilets, 1 kitchen, a dining area and a very spacious living room!

twin-sized bed.
2 single-sized beds.
the spacious living room~
kitchen.
sherlyn was so obsessed with making ribbons till there are so many ones left.
so she decided to tie in on knobs which can be seen in the suite!
brother's 1st group of friends who came pretty early in the evening.
luckily by then all the decorations are up already!
then followed by hubby's friends.
brother invited them as well!
=x

as the sun sets for its evening rest,
more and more people came!

so sweet right?

hungry people queuing for foooooooood~
all the food were prepared by my aunt and mummy btw.

shiyin~
after dinner,
the kids went outside to play twister!
the decorations which were bought by aunt.
relatives~

at about 9.30pm,
it's cake cutting time!

mummy's best friend bought this cake for brother as his 21st birthday gift!
cost like $120 ?

grandma!
Brother's JC Friends.

Joey, Brother and Jeffery!
Childhood friends!
together with hubby's friends!

cousins~
mum's friends~
childhood friends as well.
=x
auntie nida~

mum's best friend with her daughter~

we played blackjack.
=)

for the day 2 of chalet.
only left like close cousins and hubby's friends.
hahaa.
andy is trying to style my brother's hair,
coz brother is going to his friend's 21st birthday party which is at the same venue also!
shihan!

Presents he've got:
razor mouse and nike bottle.
shoebag.
2 Levis Polo Tees.
1 crumpler bag.
some branded watch.
basketballs + bottle + headband.
a 25 hours watch. a topman blazar.

and last but not least

a blue ipod Cromatic (4th Generation) 8GB from US(cousins)!!!

=XX

he've got like about 1.3k for his angpaos?
so much right?
LOLs.

so last night,
he treated mummy, aunt, shihan, grandma, sherlyn and me dinner!
super filling and delicious!
thanks bro!
<3>

=X

time to sleep people~
but before that,
i need to blog in another blog.
BYYYEEE~

2009-03-27T10:02:00.009+08:00

Before I engage myself with my brother's 21st Birthday 3 days chalet,
shall post up photos on last friday's gathering with besties!
Location: Heeren!

We dined in at Waruku's Japanese Resturant.
Songying's.

Mine.

Judith's.

=))

My bowl is darm big but the quanlity is =_=.

And as usual,
we Camwhored!
=x

Neoprints~

ok.

gtg bathe and go simei.

bloody phone is so dead la.

grrrrrrrr~

2009-03-24T01:41:00.013+08:00

OMG!
Finally I'm not lazy enough to not to post photos in my blog!
These are some real belated photos which are found in my phone/camera!
So yea,
here they are:

Duno whether I have post this photo in my blog already.
That's huiwen in the above picture,
using my handphone to take a photo.
=)

About a week ago,
rachel-jie came to my house to bake cupcakes!
She tempted me to bake also la.
but too bad I've got no time.
haiz.
Moist chocolate cupcakes!

I know this looks kind of gross.
LOLs.

21.o3.o9 - 3rd Year Anniversary Celebration

Location: Sentosa (Underwater World & Dolphin Lagoon)

Underwater World~

Stingray!
Peacock on the roof!
<3

turtle!

Dolphin Lagoon~

Pink Dolphin!
Lucky I'm sitting on the 2nd row.
> <

Fish & Co for dinner at Bugis.

We had seafood platter for 2.
=)

I'm having a craving for this!
super nice can!

omg~

For the rest of the photos, I have uploaded them in my facebook;

coz there's ALOT!

hahaha.

Here are the links:

- 1st Album

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2005221&id=1461632719&l=4c4996c050

- 2nd Album:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2005226&id=1461632719&l=69c07ba985
- 3rd Album:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2005230&id=1461632719&l=d71b51c708

gtg and send my handphone for repair for the 2nd time tomorrow.

freaking irritated by it.

hopefully the sony ericsson company will be cooperative this time.

coz i want to bring my handphone to hainan!

>.<

2009-03-21T11:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3 YEARS ANNIVERSARY~

Vivo
Simont
Harbour Front
Sentosa
Underwater World
Dolphin Lagoon
Pink Dolphin
Harbour Front
Bugis
Fish & Co
Home.
=x

Photos on the next post!
=x

2009-03-19T00:55:00.002+08:00

Have you ever dream of the future?
I know I had dreamt of glimpse of images of something which I know it may happen in the future.
For example,
few years ago, i dreamt of images of programming codes.
and sure enough,
the image of reality is similiar to what I have dreamt before.
so scary!

told hubby about it and he said it's nothing.
cuz people do often dreamt about the future,
according to the scientist.
LOLs.

work have been tiring,
maybe coz there's no customers,
so it's pretty bored.
I miss those times working at Parkway.
perhaps I have got a straight bus ride home?
HAHAHAHAH.
or more choices of food?
unlike centrepoint.
so sian.

oh,
2 indo guys wanted to take a photo with me today.
super embarrassing!
coz i was actually serving another customer and i saw a flash of light and one of the guy next to me.
=_=lll

ok it's time to slp.
ciaos people!

P.S I've got the urge to learn Jap. >.<

2009-03-16T23:38:00.001+08:00

{edited}

Dear Imagine Cup participant from The Envision,

Congratulations! You have made it to the top 16 and you would be competing in the Semi Finals of the Imagine Cup ’09 Software Design local competition.

We will be sending you more information in a separate email on the next steps from here. Look out for a follow up email from us.

All the best!
-Microsoft Singapore Academic Team

2009-03-15T23:55:00.009+08:00

14.o3.o9 Soon Chai uncle's Wedding!

Love the ambience of the place.
It's located at Noble's House if I'm not wrong.
Just that the customer service abit suck lo.
=x

Photos:

stage.
Soon Chai uncle's parents.
VIP seats.
0.0
cousin.
Jayden!
he purposely do that.
his so-called "ugly face".
mummy wana pose a photo with him but he moved.
his "smiling face".
innocent look.
eldest aunt with him.

Soon Fong uncle!
he's the MC for last night.
=x
Brothers.
=))

manage to caught a glimpse of the newly-weds walking to the stage.
=)
I like this photo.
too bad they are not looking at my direction.
the traditional wedding parade.
the bride changed her dress.
=))

they drank quite long.
=_=
calling their parents on stage....
as well as their brothers and sisters.
doing the 3 cheers thingy.
cold dish!
brother serving one of the dishes for us.
coz he worked in a banquet.
=x

not bad hor?

sf uncle sms us to take photo with him and his brother.

rachel coming to my house tml morning to bake muffins!
woots~
finally got to see her again.
so excited!
=))

and i dota-ed 4 matches continuously today!
omg omg!
felt so noob but nevertheless,
i had fun!
>.<

2009-03-12T21:23:00.006+08:00

Very pleased with my results for this sem.
Click on the image below to see:

Finally out of the 3.5 curse!!!
=))

Few days ago,
made some bracelet for my aunts.

for smallest aunt. for eldest aunt.

o9.o3.o9 to 11.o3.o9 (Class Chalet)

Just back from class chalet ytd.
Photos:

Day 1

Zax, WeiJian, Tim.darm gay. junwei comes along~

about 12am,
tim, chunsing, zax, xiong, jess and i drove to Keppel Island.
coz we got to send weijian home first,
all of us got to squeeze inside xiong's car.
tim and zax sat on the front passenger seat la.
super funny!
Keppel Island!

night view.

Hahah.
Zax found his new gay partner!

See how happy they were.

HAHAAH.

Day 2
Look at how Wei Xiong drives!

hahahahahaha.

BBQ Day!

Starting up the fire!

Cooking~

Food~

Hubby played Basketball with the guys.

Joel, Zax, Xiong, WeiJian.

HAHAHA.

Wei Xiong's attempt

Zax's 1st attempt

Zax's 2nd attempt

See how they gamble.
They are trying to hide their expressions from qihui's boyfriend.
LOLs.

=))

got work tml.
going to turn in early.
ciaoz!

2009-03-06T11:59:00.003+08:00

Photos from my phone:
Qing looks so different right?

Some SK-II event at centrepoint last weekend.

They engaged Geishas to dance for the event.
=x

=))

Mummy's first attempt to bake Roti-Boy!
It was successful,

but she needs some improvements in the appearance of them.

my breakfast some days ago!
Tuna Salad!
=))
Jess said it was "Darm Raw la".
but it's nice.
=x

Yesterday,
after the "Service DNA" workshop,
the same bunch of us + tim went to ikea!
See how these bunch of people behave in ikea.
LOLs.

ma-cham treat ikea as their house la.
hahahaa.

we had dinner there before we left.

working later at 4pm.

such a weird timing!

HAHAHA.

ok,

i need to start to do what I am supposed to do.

ciaoz~

PS. When is Hitman Reborn epi 123 coming out. ><

2009-03-05T23:15:00.002+08:00

[9th.]
Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and
humanitarianism to your nature. You become one who can work easily with
people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous. You are ever
sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and even if the other numbers
in your core makeup don't show it, you are very sympathetic and
compassionate. Your feelings run deep and you often find yourself in
dramatically charged situations. This 9 energy always tends to give more
that it gets.

Grace sent be this email.
i kind of find it true.
HAHAHA.

Here are the others(if you are interested):

[1st.]
The number 1 energy suggests an increased measure of executive ability
and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated. A birthday on
day 1 of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and
very often a rather original approach. This 1 energy may diminish your
ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a
broad brush.
You may be sensitive, but your feeling stay rather repressed.

[2nd.]
Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion,
sensitivity, and intuition to your reading. The 2 is a very social
number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly. Yet you are apt
to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group. You have a
warm-hearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks
affection. You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody,
as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil. It can
be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

[3rd.]
Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of
vitality to your life. The energy o f 3 allows yo u bounce back rapidly
from setbacks, physical or mental. There is restlessness in your nature,
but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes
> > >couldn't-care-less attitude. You have a natural ability to express
yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good
with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You
are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen
imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved
with too may superficial matters. You are affectionate and loving, but
sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

[4th.]
Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better
manager and organiser. You may be more responsible and self disciplined
than your Life Path suggested because of this date. Sincere and honest,
you are a serious and hard working individual. < face="Times New Roman"> Limitations may be imposed by this 4 energy, especially if this
number is active elsewhere in your reading. Your feelings are likely to
seem somewhat repressed at times. The number 4 has something of an
inhibiting effect on your ability to show and express affections, as
feeling are very closely regulated and controlled. Even if it by itself,
you are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of
details. There is a good deal of rigidity and stubbornness associated
with the number 4.

[5th.]
With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well
with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at
presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and
need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and
adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. Restlessness in
your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.
You may
have a tendency to shirk responsibility.

[6th.]
A birthday on the 6th of the month adds a tone of responsibility,
helpfulness, and understanding to your natural inclinations. Those born
on the sixth are more apt to be open and honest with everyone, and more
caring about family and friends, too. This is a number associated with
responsibility and caring.

[7th.]
Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a
perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways. Your mind
is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning. You are very
psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches. You
may not take orders too well, so you may want to work along or in a
situation where you can be the boss. This birthday gives a tendency to
be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

[8th.]
You can conceive and plan on a grand scale. You have good executive
skills and you're a good judge of values. You should try to own your own
business, because you have such a strong desire to be in control. You
are generally reliable when it comes to handling money; you can be
trusted in this regard. Idealistic by nature, you are ne ver too busy to
spend some time on worthwhile causes, especially if managerial support
is needed. There is much potential for material success associated with
this number.

[9th.]
Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and
humanitarianism to your nature. You become one who can work easily with
people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous. You are ever
sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and even if the other numbers
in your core makeup don't show it, you are very sympathetic and
compassionate. Your feelings run deep and you often find yourself in
dramatically charged situations. This 9 energy always tends to give more
that it gets.

[10th.]
Your birth on the 10th day of the month adds a tone of independence and
extra ener gy to your Lif e Path. The number 1 energy suggest more
executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have
indicated. A birthday on the 10th of any month gives greater will power
and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. This 1
energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details,
preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but
your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that
can be dominating in many situations.

[11th.]
Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer
and an idealist. You work well with people because you know how to use
persuasion rather than force. There is a strong spiritual side to your
nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up,
too. You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental.
Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not b
e comfortable in the business world. You are definitely creative and
this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer.

[12th.]
Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a
good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce
back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is restlessness in
your nature, but you seem to be able to po rtra y an easygoing,
sometimes couldn't - care-less attitude. You have a natural ability to
express yourself in public,and you always make a very good impression.
Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.
You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen
imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved
with too many superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational
despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate.

[13th.]
Being born on the 13th day of the month should help make you a better
manager and organiser, but it may also give you a tendency to dominate
people a bit. You may be more responsible and self disciplined than your
Life Path suggested because of this date. Sincere and honest, you are a
serious, hard working individual. Limitations may be imposed by this 4
energy, especially if there are additional indications of the number
elsewhere in your number. Your feelings are likely to seem somewhat
repressed at times. Even if it by itself, you are apt to be much more
practical, rational, and conscious of details. Your intolerance and
insistence on complete accuracy can be irritating to some.

[14th.]
With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energies) you are inclined
to work well with people and enjoy them. Y ou are talented and
versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at
organisation and systematising. You may have a tendency to get itchy
feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very
progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and
analytical. Restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and
easily bored with routine, and rebel against it. You have a tendency to
shirk responsibility.

[15th.]
With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really
strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene. The 1 and 5
equalling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent
parent or teacher. You are very responsible and capable. This is an
attractive and an attracting influence. You like harmony in your
environment and strive to maintain it. You tend to learn by observation
rather than study and research. You may like to cook, but you probably
don't follow recipes. This number shows artistic leanings and would
certainly support any talents that may be otherwise in your makeup.
You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in
ways.

[16th.]
Your birth on the 16th day of the month gives a sense of loneliness and
generally the desire to work alone. You are re latively inflexible, and
insist on your being independent. You need a good deal of time to rest
and to meditate. You are introspective and a little stubborn. Because
of this, it may not be easy for you to maintain permanent relationships,
but you probably will as you are very much into home and family. This
birthday inclines to interests in the technical, the scientific, and to
the religious or the unknown realm of spiritual explorations. The date
gives you a tendency to seek unusual approaches and makes your style
seem a little different and uni que to those around you. Your intuition
is aided by the day of your birth, but most of your actions are bedded
in logic, responsibility, and the rational approach. You may be
emotional, but have a hard time expressing these emotions. Because of
this, there may be some difficulty in giving or receiving affection.

[17th.]
Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very
fortune financially, because this date is very good for business
interest and a solid business sense. Although you are probably very
honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and
successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise. You have
excellent organisational, managerial, and administrative capabilities
enabling you to handle large projects and significant amounts of money
with relative ease. You are ambitious and highly goal oriented,
although you may be better at starting projects than you are at
finishing them. Sensitivity in your nature, often repressed below the
surface of awareness, makes it hard to give or receive affection.

[18th.]
Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who
can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to
maintain individual identity. There is a humanistic or philanthropic
approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself. You may
have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organiser and
administrator. You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a
compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas.
Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to
be repressed. There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way
you express yourself to others. Oddly enough, you don't expect as much
in return as you give.

[19th.]
Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and
extra energy to your Life Path, but poses a number of obstacles to
overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The
number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities
than your path may have indicated. A birthday on the 19th of any month
gives greater will power and self- confidence, and very often a rather
original approach; but with this, a somewhat self-centered approach to
life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your
life. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle
details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are
sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a
compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. You do not
tend to follow convention or take advice very well. Consequently, you
tend to learn through experience, sometimes hard experiences. The 19/ 1
is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if
you are married. You may take on a tendency to be nervous and anger more
easily than your Life Path number suggests.

[20th.]
Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion,
sensitivity, and intuition to your reading. The 2 energy provided here
is very social, allowing you to make friends easily and quickly. Yet you
are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.
You have a warm-hearted nature and emotional understanding that
constantly seeks affection. You are very prone to become depressed and
moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.
It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets
in. When things are going well, you can go just as far the other way and
become extremely affectionate.

[21st.]
Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a
good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce
back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is restlessness in
your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes
couldn't-care-less attitude. You have a natural ability to express
ourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good
with words, you excel in wr iting, speaking, and possibly singing. You
are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen
imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved
with too many superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational
despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate and loving,
but very sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

[22nd.]
Whi le sometimes employing unorthodox approaches, you are capable of
handling large-scale undertakings, assuming great responsibility, and
working long and hard towards their completion. Often, especially in the
early part of life, there is rigidity or stubbornness, and a tendency to
repress feelings. Idealistic, you work for the greater good with a good
deal of inner strength and charisma. An extremely capable organiser, but
likely to paint with broad strokes rather than detail. You are very
aware and intuitive. You are subject to a good deal of nervous tension.

[23rd.]
With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to
work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile,
very good at presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet
at times and need, change and travel. You tend to be very progressive,
imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
Restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily
bored with routine. You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility.
Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent
travelling companion.

[24th.]
Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and
helping others than may have shown in your life path. You may also
become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations. Devote d
to family, you tend to manage and protect. This birth date adds to the
emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities. Affections are
important to you; both the giving and the receiving.

[25th.]
Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energies) modified your life
path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or
other complex and often hard to understand subject s. You may become
something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details. Your thinking
is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible. Your feelings may
run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show. This birthday
makes you a more private person, more retrospective and perhaps more
inflexible. In friendships you are very cautious and reserved. You are
probably inventive, and given to uni que approach and solutions.

[26th.]
Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energies) modifies your life
path by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the
business world. In this environment you have the skills to work very
well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date.
There is a marked increase in organisational, managerial, and
administrative abilities. You are efficient and handle money very well.
Ambitious and energetic, while generally afraid of responsibility .
Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather
than force. You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the
broad strokes and the fine detail, good at starting and continuing. This
birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material
satisfaction.

[27th.]
Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energies) adds a tone of
selfles sness and humanitarianism to your life path. Certainly, you are
one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a
good bit of time to be by your self to rest and meditate. Regardless of
your life path number, there is a very humanistic and philanthropic
approach in most of things that you do. This birthday helps you be
broadminded, tolerant, generous and very co-operative. You are the type
of person who uses persuasion rather t han force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feeli ngs, and you
are able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot
in return.

[28th.]
Your birth on the 28th day of the month (1 energy) adds a tone of
independence and extra energy to your Life Path. The number 1 energy
suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path
may have indicated. A birthday on the 28th of any month gives greater
will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original
approach. Unlike much of the other 1 energy, this birthday is one that
endow with the ability to start a job and continue on until it is
finished. You may prefer to use the broad brush, but you can handle
details as well. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat
repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many
situations.

[29th.]
Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature. You
are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business
world. You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive
skills and analytical abilities. The 29 reduce to 11, one of the master
numbers that often produces much nervous tension. This is the birthday
of the dreamer rather than the doer. You do, however, work very well
with people.

[30th.]
Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual it
self-__expression is necessary for your happiness. You tend to have a
good way of expressing yourself with words, certainly in a manner that
is clear and understandable. You have a good chance of success in fields
requiring skillwith words. You can be very dramatic in your presentation
and you may be a good acto r or a natural mimic. You have a vivid
imagination that can assist you in becoming a good writer or
storyteller. Strong in your opinions, you always tend to think you are
on the right side of an issue. There may be a tendency to scatter your
energies and have a lot of loose ends in your work. You may have
significant artistic talent and be very creative.

[31st.]
Your birthday suggests that you are a good organiser and manager, an
energetic and dependable worker; attributes often showing success in the
<>business world. Serious and sincere, you have the patience and
determination necessary to accomplish a great deal. Your approach can be
original, out often rigid and stubborn. Sensitivity may be present, but
feelings are likely to be repressed. You are good with detail and insist
on accuracy, but at times scatter energies. Practical thinker, but not
without imagination. You love travel and don't like to live alone. You
should probably marry early, for responsibility is necessary for your
stability.

working at 4pm tml.
awww~

2009-03-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

went for a make-up workshop today.
it was quite interesting.
besides de make-up portion.
as for the hair-styling portion,
the hair-style which they have taught doesnt suits me!

at least after this workshop:
- bought a set of make-up brushes which cannot be bought outside.
- got a free lip gloss? lipstick?
- at least apply make-up properly
- know that my face shape is of mixed oval and diamond (unique okay!)

im getting busier yet happier each day,
and i duno why!!
maybe because he started speaking to us again after 2 months,
and I've got many plans for getaways!
im so excited!

yingyin is a happy girl!
=)

2009-03-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

WOOTS~
finally those dreadful exams/tests/presentations are OVER!!!
so last thurday,
the same bunch of us went out to have FUN!
(xiong,zax,weiyi,grace,jess and me)
=))

both of them always fools around where ever they go.
at teacher's lounge btw.

We cabbed to MSQ,
(oh! Jess and I own grace cab fare! Ps Ps)
initally wanted to go Seoul Garden.
but it was like FULL HOUSE!?
So we headed to HK Cafe!
=)) We ordered like alot of food!
all thanks to xiong.
excluding the main course,
we had like curry, chicken floss toast, kaya toast, shrimp dumplings;
and imagine most of us had baked rice/pasta?
ok the food kind of sucked there.
but my fish fillet baked rice was okay. just look at the spread.....
LOLs.
so the total bill summed up to like 100 over dollars.

after HK Cafe,
brought them to Suntec to buy Macarons(did i spell it correctly? coz i know i mis-spelled it on the previous entry-> paiseh).

hahaa.
took this photo coz the bag is nice.
LOLs.

this 2 months vacation is going to be a super busy holiday for me.

imagine I have a wedding/impromptu meetings/2 chalets/hai nan trip/2 workshops/ 2 holiday getaways to go/attend!

OMG!!!

I NEED $$ BADLY la.

=((

I miss my friends,

I need gatherings badly also.

=))

so i gonna start planning some time for them.

hope that I will wake up for jogging tml!

cia0z~

2009-02-24T12:04:00.002+08:00

ok people,
i have FINALLY created my Facebook account.
so please stop asking me to create liao okay?
LOLs.

I have already sent friend requests to most of you already.
im still clueless about this community thingy.
so yeah,
will be inactive.
=))

2009-02-23T11:25:00.009+08:00

okay,
so the 'Terroists are going to bomb Bugis' thingy is a hoax.
like so wth.
cousins, uncle, brother and i were like discussing over that matter.
like "Why they wana bomb bugis?"

If you never recieve the sms before,
here's the content:
"Kindly spread the news to your friends. If possible, do not go Bugis these
few days. Terroists may plan bomb around that area. This msg was
forwarded from my friend's friend's army friend who said they're alrd
on 24 hrs standby. Not sure how true but a friend was at Bugis today
and there were really many policemen"- sent by my aunt.

[P.S- I thought all along, Bugis and cityhall area already had alot of policemen around?]

Read the article here: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20090221/tap-609-19-year-old-arrested-sms-hoax-po-231650b.html

so it was not true after all!
=))

2o.o2.o9
Last friday,
after working till 5pm at centrepoint,
i headed to meet my shihan, shiyin, michelle, uncle and brother at kallang!
uncle brought us to vivocity for dinner at Thai Express!
Simply getting in love with Thai Express's food!
super nice can?

darm spicy.
Black pepper soft shell crab.

curry soft shell crab.

shiyin n shihan.

it's not candid.

complimentary dessert - Tapioca!
coz uncle used his DBS card to pay the bill.

Next destination.....
KEPPEL ISLAND!

Snap a video while uncle drove his way to Keppel via a bridge!

The whole place is like so beautiful at night.

We headed to one of the resturant there for desserts!
not sure about the name of the resturant though.

but the dessers there are nice.

The view from my seat.
the yellowish bridge is the bridge which uncle drove in just now.

The table which we sat.

new york cheese cake!
I find this healthy rather than sinful.
not really taste as nice as i've expected it to be.

some super duper riched chocolate cake.
DARM SINFUL.

carrot cake!
it's also a MUST-TRY over there.

The average price for these slices of cake are SGD$6.80 exlcude GST.
These cakes are uncle's treat that night.
=X

The model of how keppel island looks like.

we can see Jurong Island from there.

the sisters tried to do the jump shots.

they took ALOT.
but i only post up the successful shots.
hahhahaa.

uncle decided to join in the fun!

this place is great for a picnic!

After keppel,

cousins feel that it's still early[10pm].

so they are like finding places to head to.

i didnt join in their conversation coz i was rather tired.

so i was like napping in the car.

we went to 2 places before we settled at Toa Payoh Safara for ktv.

all went to the toilet except for us.
hahahaa.
we sang till like 1++am before uncle sent us home.

luckily didnt have work the next day.

poor uncle had to report for reservice at 8.30am la.

well,

he sort of hurt his left eye while he went for reservice that morning.

now his left eye got a very bad blue-black.

18.o2.o9

last wednesdy,

after SWEN paper,

we went eHub to eat and play.

hahaa.
only manage to snap a video of how zax plays.

was so sian while working on thursday.
so i did the following:

i was suppose to stick all these stickers on the pendants.
hahahaa.
i didnt waste them okay!

made rice wrap for last's friday lunch!

hahaaa.

hubby says it looks nice!

last friday,

a Black angmoh asked for my number!

initally,

he asked me for directions to the nearest food court.

so i pointed cuppage plaza.

then after a few hours ago,

he's back again.

can told me that he managed to find it.

so im like "okay, thats good" and smiled.

i thought he will leave,

but he stood there and looked at me.

and before i could move away or sth,
he start to ask me for my number,

whether im singaporean or not?

and introduced himself to me.

=_=

he's a soccer trainner in riverside seconday school near woodlands mrt.

not sure whether is it riverside but is something river.

and he's been in sg for 10 years already.

was hoping that qingqing will come to rescue me but she's with a customer.

so i keep using my boyfriend is super duper unreasonable person manner to shoo him off.

then finally after some "talkings" with him,

he left.

and i told qingqing what happened.

=_=

21.o2.o9

HAPPY 35TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!!
went out with hubby on saturday.

one for a dollar that day!
six for SGD$5!
so decided to get a pack and give it a try.
i only like the green, pink and brown ones.

others tasted werid.

On saturday night,
went to tonned at michelle 's place.
shihan, shiyin, uncle and brother came too.

michelle's dad ordered pizza for us.

=))

we had volka as well.

=))

playing UNO to kill time.

hahaaa.

ok i have been pretty blur lately.

like remembering the wrong stuffs to be said.

then confuse people and misled people also

argh.

i better try to rmb wad people say to me though.

if not i say the wrong things again,

then people thought im lieing!

ok my pc is lagging(same as the owner!)

hahaa.

gtg restart my lappy and do the GUI which im stuck at for days.

ciaoz!

btw,

I have watched reborn till epi 120 already!!!

and and,

I have got Code Geass season 2!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAH

super happy!!!!!

2009-02-18T08:44:00.002+08:00

Joke of the day: Rest House!

Taken place at work last Sunday....

Man: "Excuse me, where is the rest house?"
Me: "Uh-erm, sorry come again?"
Man: "Where is the rest house?"
Me: *puzzled look* "Maybe you can ask..."
Man: "Contains urine....(he blabbers on)"
Me: "Oh...you have to go straight, turn right"
Man: "Thank you, I'm trying to be high-class."

ok back to SWEN.
=)

2009-02-17T12:50:00.006+08:00

ok,
im asked to blog.
hahaaa.

I've got nth much to say btw.
so it will be just photos.....
=)))

before the photos,
just let me rant alittle...

there's no school today.
finally my stomach feels better after running to the toilet for like 3 times!?
mummy was worried to see me not eating to save up,
so she gave me $20 this week.
kind of feel bad but she insisted.
going to sms Ben later to asked about my last month's pay.
=)

for the past week nights,
keep having some werid dreams related to father.
although i tried not to care about it already,
but the same scenario played back in my dreams automatically.
I'll just have to pray hard that someday,
something or someone will just put an end to it.
for now,
i just hope that my cousin will not influence him to do anything reckless.

speak about my cousin,
he has been coming to my house every single day to bathe every morning.
and i dun like the idea of it.
his mum(my dad's sis) and his own family doesn't want him anymore.
i dont like him also, for no reason.
maybe coz he's a gambler who doesn't want to change for the better,
thats why his family chose to give up on him.

sometimes,
my father will talk to him etc.
i don't know what's their conversation is about.
but i know sometimes its not something good.
imagine 2 guys, with broken families...
what kind of topics they can talk about?
i just hope that he will not influence my dad to do sth bad.

mum told me about father's sliblings last night,
about the decision they have planned for my father.
saying all sorts of nonsense,
but when my mum asked father about it,
my father was clueless.
all they know is to say and say and say,
trying act like they are so kind, etc,
actions speak louder than words;
they can't get things right.

i know my father is not a good person.
i know all the misdeeds he had done before.
i cannot do anything though,
it's not easy to control the minds of a person who doesnt receive much of education.
but i will not allow them to bully my father and their older sister anymore.
someday i will prove to them that we are something whom they will look upon.
lols.

ok i let my thoughs run too far already.
think its enough.

I've won a movie ticket recently!
Thanks to Advert Hub Online!
Valentine's day presents for family~
Carebears for the girls,
Chocolates for the guys.
=))
cute not?

Valentine's day next.
met up for dinner at bugis.

Stawberry Lemonade!
DARM NICE.
Cheese fondue.
quite disappointing.
the cheese tasted watery,
even if i dipped the whole fries in.

Their main dish is still quite acceptable.
however,
the serving portion is relatively small.

<3
after our date,
we headed home,
to my place.
and as usual,
sherlyn got so hooked up with him;
till they left me alone.
HAHAHAHAH.

On sunday,
went for my aunt's baby's one month old celebration party.
she's mixed Philipino and chinese.
so chubby right?
mum carrying her.
my another aunt's son.
he's got a very deep voice.
i told michelle that "he break voice liao".
she was like LOL.
and both of us were like thinking,
his voice is already so deep,
when he grew up,
will his voice be even deeper?
he's trying to pose infront of the camera.
=)

another aunt's daughter.
she's about 4 months old.
super cute.
she doesnt want to be carried in a lying position.
instead,
she wants to sit.
my attempt to carry her.
hahah.
then my uncle laughed at me,
saying that im practising to carry my baby.
=_=

ok,
i need to carry on with my research.
and to mug for tml's paper later.
=))

bowling tomorrow after paper!!!
woots~

2009-02-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

Just finish facial,
but still feel so tired.

on tuesday,
grace, weiyi, weixiong, leewei, junwei, zax and i went for a jog at the Bedok Reservoir!
ran 1 round which is about 4.8 km!
Hahahahaa~
will be running again maybe next week,
according to the guys.
=x

tml will be a hectic day for me!

9.15am: MSYD Lab/Written Test
1pm: Imagine Cup meeting
5pm: Work!!!

gtg and do my revision and research.
tml's friday de THIRTEEN!!!
so u guys better watch out.
=X

MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHA

2009-02-09T23:19:00.006+08:00

This will be a PHOTOT POST!!!!
HAHAHAHAAHAHA.
LOADS OF PHOTOS OVERDUED!!!
due to project submissions, presentations and etc,
i didn't have time to blog.
so yea~
here goes~

last saturday,

grace, weiyi, chunsing, weixiong, zax and me went to jess's house to 'bai nian'.
before that,

we went BOWLING~

woooots~Some individual shots which I've taken:

jesslyn~

chunsing~

xiong~

grace~

zax~

Game 1 score.

the animation is pretty cool.

Game 2 score.

hahahaa.

I went to cut my hair on saturday.
the hair-dresser cut most of my hair with the curls,

which makes my hair less curly now and abit 'chui'.

duno whether to be happy or not.
coz initially i didnt want my hair to be so curly at the first place,

but he spoilt my hair and makes my hair 'chui'.

how ironic.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

while managing my documents,

i've spot a photo before i went to curl my hair.

omg.
im starting to miss my previous hairstyle.

guess what's this?

.
hahhaaa.
it's just dried glue which i went to play with it by cutting a shape out of it.
LOLs.

The limited edition $20 note which i changed from a customer's payment.
so cool la!

food that my mum prepared for hubby on the 2nd day of CNY.

we're ssssoooo jealous la.
my mum is like so bias,
prepare good food when hubby's around.
=x

japanese beads that I've got for ruying on her birthday!
they're so lovely can!

i made it into a bracelet for her.
=))

hahaaa.
taken last week i guess,
zax on some kiddo rides in Tampines mall.

see how weiyi laughs.
he was laughing at how weijian believe what he had said which is actually lies.

went parkway parade with hubby ytd.
walked pass the arcade and we went to play the basketball thingy again!

His score: 130
Mine: 217

Initially he say play once nia lo.
then when i win him,
he was like "Cannot cannot, must play another round."
so we played another round and.......

I STILL WIN HIM BY 6 POINTS!!!!

HAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHA.
=x

I managed to go to the 3rd round in the 1st game because during my 1st round,

my score is like already 90++ points?

yup.

ok,
jogging with classmates tml.
so gtg n rest le.
ciao~

2009-02-04T01:29:00.002+08:00

My body clock is like freaking scary!
The moment I napped,
I couldnt wake up,
unless there's someone calling me.
even my handphone alarm couldnt wake me up!
haiz.
i think next time,
there wun be a nap for me.
later end up i wake up like 6 hours later!?
like what happen today.
=_=

haiz.
there's so many things to do,
so little time left.
ok,
not going to slp tonight already,
since i already slept 6 hours just now.

oh yea,
i reformat my harddisk again.
too much corrupted files,
due to improper removal.
sad.
accidentally delete some of my animes and movies permenantly.
need to outsource liao!
HAHAHAHAHA.

Checklist for tonight:
1) Complete EBM case study
2) Draft EBM Journal
3) MSYD

2009-01-30T11:59:00.003+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!
(although it's already the 5th day of CNY)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUYING!!!
animal sweets.

mich & han.

sherlyn.

cousins~

ok im so darm lazy to blog.

overslept as expected.

lucky weixiong is kind enough to help us submit de report.

if not die liao.

and also really must thank jesslyn for giving me a missed call at 9am to wake me up.

=))

worked with eileen today at centrepoint.

it's been months since i've seen her.
=X

Mrs Teo gave us Ang-Bao.

and I've got a SGD$20 Singapore dollar note!

will post the photo when i'm free!?

HAHAHAHAHA.

ok it's bedtime.

im beated.

2009-01-25T22:53:00.018+08:00

I've forget that I've saved and entry in the drafts ytd.
Loads of photos to share!
Shall let the photos do the talking,
coz i only start my school work today
and I've got loads of things to do.
I have even start on my SRS!!!
So yea,
sleepless nights here I come~
=X

in sports hall playing badminton
I realise that my classmates have good sports genes.
=))

hahaa.
emo emo~
baked brownie for my classmates few days back.
my first attempt and it's quite a success.
coz marmie say i have to beat the mixture longer.
i didnt use her mixer to mix.
used my hands le.
and the mixture is super sticky,
so it's quite a chore.
next time i should use her mixer.
=X

buy this instead of the normal one.
this is darm nice,
from what i feel.
=X

work last friday and saturday.

they have the lion troupe performance again.
super loud la.
but finally it's over,
i think?

last saturday,
went on a cruise.
I'm back on sunday morning though.
and slept all the way till dinner.

Photos from my handphone: Superstar Virgo~
All photos are not in order btw.
our room.

our dinner.
the dinner is nice.
=x
honeydew sago.
went ktv.
ordered hot chocoloate!
aunt choosing songs to sing.
supper at International Buffet.
deserts.
loved the lotus leaf rice thingy.

she insisted to take a pic with the retro phone.
outside.
"nian".
pathway to our rooms.

view from lift.
while waiting for my aunt. (Day 2)
Day 2's Breakfast.
Kind of sucked.
see how many portions of eggs we have.
we didnt see the menu properly though.
shld have asked.
lucky there's buffet besides individual's order.
the resturant where we ate.

at harborfront centre.

Photos from my camera:

Day 1's dinner.

Level 12.
Swimming area.

Spas.
Library.
Mahjong room.

Pub/ dancing area.

Night view of Habourfront.

night view of harbourfront~
love this picture.
mona lisa cruise.
spot for the basketball court.
ktv where we sang.
lido theatres.
watched a show there.

sherlyn and i got a shocked of our lifes when we entered our room at night.
coz before we left our rooms,
it wasn't like that.

LOLs.

close to 1am.
we sat at the deck.
most of the entertainment areas are closed.
only casino.
=_=

so we went round snapping photos.

shops.

day2 - morning~

taken by sherlyn from the upper bed. nice right? i was shocked when i see the photos.
they are all nicely taken.

skipped today's reunion dinner with my father's side de relatives.
just dun feel like going though.
=X

ok gtg and do ebm and start mugging for tml test.
=X

i've no idea what's wrong with me,
why am I so affected with it.
i really dun understand,
the feeling just sucked.
i hate it.

2009-01-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

i never had a good new year.
every year,
you choose to make everyone upset,
spoil our mood.
you never fails not to do so.
i cant brg myself to hate you,
though i really hate you.
its feel so ironic.
argh.

2009-01-21T06:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 34 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY~

Random~

MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH.
Had this for dinner last night.

{19.o1.o9 Monday}
Poor Timo~

If you can see clearly enough,

the guys actually lifted him up,

spread his legs apart,

and ........heads for the pole!

ok,

off to go prepare for school.

2009-01-19T14:40:00.002+08:00

Hey yo!
Im blogging from school!
darm sian can?

Last week was a torture.
Imagine 3 assignments and 2 presentations to do.
MADDNESS CAN!?
ah yes...
I didnt sleep for like 3 days?
but luckily neither my eye bags nor my panda eyes are shown.
=))

This week is rather okay.
Phew.

Went out with hubby last friday.
met him up at Jurong Point.

Had desserts at "Ji De Chi".
I thought I ordered a cold Mango + soya curd supree.
In the end is this almond+ soya curd thingy which is neither cold nor hot.
=_=

for dinner we went all the way to MSQ's "mian ai mian" resturant to eat.
it's our favourite place coz there's no service charges!!!
Also because the food tastes good there.
We spend like around $26 in that resturant nia.
=))

Have been working in centrepoint lately.
There's lion dance performance on the weekends i think.
1pm & 7pm time slot.

see the amount of people watching.
it's on a saturday btw.

=_=lll

The 7pm show on Saturday wasn't perfect.

The lion fell twice.

oh ya,

last week's lion dance troope is from Taiwan.

This week will be from Singapore!

shall go and watch Mai Otome now before the next lesson starts!

2009-01-12T22:18:00.004+08:00

didnt sleep last night until now.
so I'm like more than 24 hours awake.
gosh~

post some photos to entertain my blog before i turn in.

brought hubby to Fish and Co. Express last friday.

my calamari set meal.
his fish and chips.
=))

ytd was my cousin's wedding.
quite a simple wedding though.
sherlyn.
brother couldnt stop laughing at this pic.
=X
with jessica.
mummy wants our picture.
=_=lll
buffet.

the bride is my cousin.
yea,
it's obvious it's shot-gun.

Congrats though!
my little carebear made a new friend today!
see how happy its new friend was.
=))

ok i need my bed.
need to head to lavender early in the morning tomorrow.
so ciaoz people~

2009-01-06T08:52:00.002+08:00

it's the 6th day of new year!
in 20 more days time,
CNY will be approaching.
=))

went out with qingqing after school at bugis.
bought my CNY clothes like finally.
got a top/vest designer dress for $133!!
and a top for $10 and a sandals for $10.
qingqing was like provoking me after i bought the dress la.
keep saying " very expensive leh you know? ".
but its for fun la.
after that she say i like it can le.
=))

so seriously,
will be living on bread and water for my meals until i got home.
hahaaa.

she saw the wig section and wants to try out one.

and she hates it.

thats all for now.
going to rush and finish up my projects liao.
ciaoz!

=))

2009-01-02T10:04:00.004+08:00

It's the second day of New Year!!!
What i like about this term is....
THERE'S NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!!!
wahahahahahaha!!!

oh yea,
i didnt state my new year resolutions in the previous post.
like what I have told hubby,
my new year resolutions are:
1. eat healthier
which means cut down on fast food.
coz i realized that i'm kind of malnutrition.

2. jog often
coz it makes me feel better.
=))

3. SAVE UP
spent quite ALOT last year.
thus this year,
i need to save up.
and put more $$ into my fixed savings account, instead of the spending account.
=X

4. Work more often
for $$ of course!

5. Push my GPA
got all As for all my tests this sem,
so for my CGPA i hope i see my targeted GPA.
=)

6. Date my friends out more often
hahaa.
then my point 3 will fail but nevertheless,
i will increase my point 4.
=))

Im getting sick of getting new year clothes.
shopped around quite often recently,
but i didnt spot something i like.
i saw a long vest via an online shop which facinates me,
however,
i may not wear it often.
plus i got like 2 vests which i haven been wearing.
so bye bye to that long vest I'm eyeing on.
HAHAHA.

ok,
photo time!
taken at fish&co express.
like the deco of the place.
we saw the staffs making balloons.
when one of the staff walked past our table with a balloon,
we told him that wy wants the balloon
and said it was his birthday that day.
HAAHHAHA.

hubby bought alot of things for me in france.
feel kind od guilty coz he bought me more stuffs than he bought for his family la.
=X
guess what's inside....

sinful chocolates~

the ones which the sugar coating are the ones with champagne.

the rest are a mixture of various types of fillings like orange and nuts.

they aint sweet but thick.

not like the ones you find in singapore.

take their champagne chocolate for example,

their's is in a paste form.

sg's in liquid form.

see the differences?

they kind of melts in your mouth.

=))

Guess handbag.

it's green!

=X
he kind of kana scam-ed la.
coz there's a 50% discount aftermath.

HAHAHA.

for mummy.

for brother.

a huge cup from disneyland for me.

fur pouches for sherlyn and me.

went out with hubby in the evening.

he missed msq.

so we went there to shop.

im into Mc Cafe's hot chocolate.

it's super nice la.

esp after you dipped it with marshmellows.

i know it's super sinful.

i ran about 4km this morning.

hopefully it helps to kill the calories.

i bought a charm online!!!

received it 2 days back.

it's definately worth the price.

though its like quite ex.

=))

Here's the link: http://night-tearx-spree.blogspot.com/

they sells really nice accessories.

can consider getting one there.

I like quite a number of things from the site la.

but need to control my temptations liao.

>.<

heee.

my carebear is wearing it now.

my mummy is super cute la.

she was like:

mummy: "eh, you buy something again huh?"

me: "ya"

mummy: "i received a package that day. *points to bracelet* how much u buy?"

me: "$15"

mummy: "wa so expensive. you buy to let it(carebear) wear huh?"

me: "NO LA. for me de la. bracelet leh."

mummy: "oh. i thought it's for it(carebear)."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH

there's a funeral going on downstairs.

ahhhhh freaking noisy ah!!!!!!

shall go n rest first then.

wakakakkakakas.

=))

2009-01-01T15:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 EVERYONE!

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST XUEXIN!!!!

=))

there's alot of ups and downs in year 2008,
hopefully this year,
i wun be so unlukcy and etc.
coz seriously last year was a shit.
=))

hubby is back from france.
came to my house after that and dota-ed with my brother.
felt so bad coz he bought alot of things for me.
heeee.
he stayed till about 12.30am before he left.
i fell asleep though.
HAHAHAHA.

going to meet him later after he finished visiting his granny.
was required to go but was kind of sick and i fell asleep.
so in the end no need to go le.
HAHAHAH.

found something interesting to share with you people.
do all of you knows that fries are actually fattening?
fries and soya bean products can leave you with a tummy?
haaaa.
thats y i have tummy la.
but i sort of cut down on them le.
=P

chanced upon this video about fries.
DO WATCH!
=X

super incredible!!!!

<3

2008-12-29T19:40:00.002+08:00

Migraine strikes again.
wth...

im know im stubborn,
i refused to eat the medicine you asked me to eat almost every night.
i just want it to heal naturally,
i dun wan to rely on medicine too much.
im sorry mummy.
=(

2008-12-25T22:29:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

This year's christmas celebration is abit dull though.
But at least I'm not alone during christmas!
I still got my ebm mates with me.
=))

Some photos:

My mum's a great cook!
Ever since she started working in Simei ITE,
she loves to prepare good breakfast for us.

so currently I'm into this sandwich which consists of
lettuce, tomato, ham and cheese.
=))

healthy and super yummy!

sherlyn changed her specs recently.
she's happy with it.

re-threaded grandma's and aunt's bracelet which i made for them.

ytd when i work at cp,
manager treated qingqing and me with wine, strawberries, cherries and grapes!

same as simon too!
we had so much fruits till we are so full the whole day.
shop closed at 7pm ytd.
=))

The wine that manager bought for us.
=))

17% alcohol i think.
it took me 2 days to finish.

this chocolate santa is so cute right?

bought it to share with ebm mates today.
it's from SINS.

yea,

we had loads of chocolates today!

last and not least,

merry christmas and a happy new year to all of you!

2008-12-21T21:49:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 33th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY HUBBY!!!

time passed by so fast,
in 10 days more hubby will be back.
=X

went johore bahru ytd with bro, uncle and his fren.
we went to try out the new malaysia custom.
is darm safe la.

met up at woodlands mrt at 9am.
took a 950 to the singapore custom.
after all those necessary procedures,
we took the same bus again to the malaysia custom.

at malaysia custom.
while queuing...

snap a picture of uncle.

uncle with his fren, yan hao.

after the necessary procedures,

we followed the pathway which links directly to city square.

thats y i said it was super safe.

as long as u stay in the mall itself.

HAHAHAHA.
=X

newly opened ktv.
look at the christmas decorations.
so nice can?

I fall in love with this deer lightings.

after getting movie tickets for "IP Man".
we headed down to "Wang Jiao".
it's the cafe where we celebrated grandma's birthday.

everything there is like half price in sg?

MUST TRY!!!
Banaberry Frappe!

(consist of banana and berry i think?)
super thick and sinful!!!!!

RM 6 plus only.

i think in sg it cost $5 - 6.50?

not so sure.

uncle's Flamingo.
not so nice though.

he complaint it wasnt sweet enough.
so he added sugar.

brother's chocolate drink.
not so sure about the name.
he said it was nice but too sweet.
can try also.

my hor fan with ginger-sliced and sliced fish.
SUPER NICE I TELL YOU!!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Flamingo with sugar.
HAHAHAH.
when he stirred the sugar,

it look as if it was snowing la!

uncle's pork cutlet with rice.
the greeny portion is actually de seaweed.
not so bad.

after a hearty lunch,
we went to shop about 45 minutes before we watched our movie.

the movie is in canto.
so its like it made the show really nice.

=))

esp ip man's child.

imagine a small child who is able to speak fluent canto.

suppppeeerrrr cute la!

i wana get the cd when it's out!

=)))

dinner was at some cafe.

brother's soda.

my mocca.

we went home around 5 plus.

we went to look for the bus which is able to bring us back to bugis at the malaysia custom.

the bus fare is only RM2.50?

Bus ticket from johore to bugis.

bought a santa-girl's suit for sherlyn.

she's so happy with it.
cute hur?

total damage: SGD$150

TODAY

met up with dongyue today at jurong point!
haven seen her since june like that la!
suddenly i love jurong point sssooo much.
there are so many nice stuffs there.

we lunched at billy bombers.
got 2 billy bombers $15 vouchers la.
but only valid in jurong point's outlet.
=X

bought a belt for hubby as christmas present,
a covered shoe for new year,
a small carebear for myself
and dongyue bought a carebear keychain for me!
i hung it on my bag already!
oh ya,
i bought a new backpack for myself at johore.
RM$115.
=X
like it ALOT!

total damages for 2 days are like $300?
i better work more and start saving.
lucky online business is quite good recently.
will bug mummy for more commission!

till then.
=))

2008-12-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

what we do during ebm discussion...

=))

before i sign off,
i love yamamoto~

2008-12-17T10:33:00.002+08:00

have been like a pig recently.
the moment im lying on my bed,
i will be gone in a few minutes.
so scary can!?

last time when i slp,
i need to take like half an hour before i sleep.
haaaaa.

need to help my mum with the advertisements later
and got a couple of things to do.
today i will be working at centrepoint at 5pm.
what a werid timing,
since i dun wan to work in the morning.
HAHAHAH.

=))
ok ciaoz!
need to clear my pc stuffs too,
C drive running low.
=((

2008-12-14T23:33:00.002+08:00

To you:

If you are reading this, just wana tell you, i'll forgive you for one last time, and i hope that you will really promise me all the things tat you've promised. =))

withlove,
<3<3

2008-12-13T11:12:00.003+08:00

finally holidays are here!
for the past few weeks im like super tired!
slept less than 3 hours almost everyday.
thus i have been slping like a pig recently.
LOLS!

caught Boltz with Joel, CS and Jess.
I slept haf way through la.
coz on the previous night I slept for 1 hour only.
=X
hopefully jess will go n download it for me.

met up with joeline, waimin siewhua ytd at msq!
of coz jess also!
like so so so so so long we haven met up la.
so kind of happy!
=))

we will be meeting up again!
to dine at MSQ's Jack's place.
HAHAHHAHA.
duno wen but i hope will be soon.
=))

wana thank those who cared.
and sorry to those whom "give up" on me.

2008-12-08T14:01:00.005+08:00

Photo Time!
(I'm so lazy to blog!)
Chiong-ed SSSD until 6am this morning.
slept all the way to 1pm!
haaaa.
school lift.

This chocolate tower can be found at centrepoint.
It won the Guiness World Record la.
like so crap.
1000kg of Chocolates used.

ytd,
we celebrated granny's 70th birthday at "Wang Jiao".
it's some HongKong Cafe thingy.

Sherlyn.
=))
she's back from indo!

Menu.

ShiHan with Da-Ah-Yi.

Da-Ah-Yi and Xiao-Ah-Yi.

me, my bro and shihan.

with my bro.

candid.

XO Fried Rice.
Darm Nice.

Sour Plum juice served in a tin.

See that huge bottle there?
Passionfruit drink.
darm huge la.

Their toast which is famous there.
but we still prefer Xin Wang's one.

Chao-you-huo. (super temptation)
Thats what this drink is called.
It's some yam thingy la.

my stocking hong-kong style milk tea.
its super not sweet.
good for people who wana cut down on sugar level.
not bad la.
though i cannot finish.

my fish fillet baked rice serve in those wooden steam thingy.
its nice but its abit lol la.
the cheese is too little.

the inside is super dry.
its like fried rice + fish fillet toppled with a layer of cheese.
$10.90 for a plate of this.
hmmm...

Birthday cake for granny!

My aunt uses tissue to light the candles up.
lucky there's a bowl of water for it,
if not i think she can burn the whole shop down.

see how shy my granny was.

the total bill summed up to like $200!!!

for 13 people.

=)))

and of course.

granny was happy.

=)))

ok.

anime time before ebm.

got a new anime from fren.

till now still haven watch.
it's called maburaho.
=))

and the main char is called kazuki!
ok i shall go watch le.

ciaoz!!!

2008-12-04T03:05:00.003+08:00

tuesday's meeting assignment was quite screwed.
haaaa.
hopefully can passed that assignment so at least i can maintain a B+.
=))

was like drenched when i reach home.
coz didnt carry my umbrella with me.
shall not say what happen here,
coz jesslyn cannot stop laughing.
=_=

i shall get back to my programming.
=))
ciaoz!

To you-know-who:

I've no idea whether will you read this. (hopefully you will) You should know that we are both attached. I have no idea why or in what ways I make you feel that perhaps I will give you a chance again? Your messages seriously make me feel uneasy, sorry I lied. And sorry again coz I told my boyfriend about it already and he feels that I need to tell you these. I dont wan to be a third-party in your r/s and I dont wish that you are one for mine as well. You don't have to keep thinking back about the incident 2 years 8 months ago. I admit my decision was harsh and the fact that it's been so long, no point regreting. For all these years, I know exactly how you feel. Let the past be past. No one knows what will happen in the future.

2008-12-01T04:59:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what's wrong with my brother recently.
He's temper is really bad.
=((
Last Friday was the last day he had to go tekong.
From Tuesday onwards he have to report to camp till 12 dec which is the day of her ORD.
sometimes i wish that we had separate rooms,
coz really la,
he's unreasonable lo,
or maybe he's concern about my health.
i duno.
but sometimes i really need to burn midnight oil for my projects.
perhaps when he goes poly/uni,
he will understand my feelings.
=((

ever since he's back,
he's temper is really =_=.
he yell at my mum and they sort of quarrelled.
last saturday my mum keep asking me to talk to him about his temper.
till now i dun even dare la,
coz at times when i talk to him,
he also du lan.
there's nth i can do.
just let him be lo.
=((

haiz.
shall go jogging later.
ciaos!

2008-11-29T08:11:00.002+08:00

I'm lazy to blog,
but my blog is dying,
thus i've decided to blog!
LOLs i noe.

i'll share the photos hubby sent me.

it's written by his fren.
LOLs.
don't get the wrong idea,
he asked his fren to write for him.

HAHA.

together with his fren.
it's freezing cold at his place la.
they are trying to challenge themselves who can withstand the cold better.
=_=

my third love of my life:
YAMAMOTO TAKESHI~
one word- SHUAI~

my current lappy wallpaper.

cute la!

hyper cuteness~

=))

ok la i dun be so bad,
shall post tsna's pic also.

also very shuai las.

gg to IT Fair later and meet my mum to shop in the evenings.

hopefully i can get my mic and jess's harddisk.

ok,

time to help my mum with the advertising.
CIAOS~

2008-11-23T09:33:00.004+08:00

Celebrated Grace's birthday last Sunday!
Photos are taken from Grace and Joel's mobile.
coz my mobile is still under repair.
=(((
hopefully they will call me like ASAP!
=(((((((((((((((

ok,
we went to this "Asian" resturant which is located at Dhoby G. Link Exchange.
the cheapest meal you can get there is $5.90 + free flow of icecreams and drinks!
the serving is quite big.
so its kind of worth it!
=))
joel and I ordered this soft shell crab thingy.
$10.90 of that.
weiyi's. not sure about the price but the tofus are nice!

jesslyn's tom yam soup!

guanpeng's ramen!

grace's swensens birthday cake!

not bad luh.

=)))

after the filling meal,

we went to Plaza Sing,

hoping to catch a movie,

but the time slot sucks la.

so we went aracde.

played awhile,

and we went SPOTLIGHT!

LOLs.

we played with the stuffs there.
>.<

haha.

that guanpeng "spoil" de chair la.

hahaha.

before i end,

here's a video to entertain u all.

=)))

we sang the birthday song for grace for a couple of times coz she didnt make her wish.
>.<

2008-11-21T20:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 32 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!

to you,

ever since we broke up on saturday, everything was in a mess. for the past few days, we quarrel like no body's business. hurtful words are thrown, and etc. thats y i said i've made up my mind that we are over. however, ytd, u choose to talk to me nicely, without throwing your temper on me. u told me you are sorry, those words you have said are not meant to be true. and it was ytd when i realise how much i meant to you. remember your promises to me and of cuz i will remember my promises to you.

<3<3

2008-11-19T21:15:00.005+08:00

To YOU:

Just do whatever you want to do to me. I dun give a darm. you are fcuking childish. if you think your so-called "last gift" will make me regret and cry, too bad I won't. I will not shed a tear for a guy like you. Go ahead and make this a challenge, I didnt said I'm game for it. I dun care whatever shit you wan to do to me. If u insist, I PROMISE TO MAKE U REGRET LIKE SHIT, just like how you want me to feel.

PS: STOP CALLING ME, U FCUKING PISSED ME OFF TOTALLY.

2008-11-19T19:09:00.002+08:00

i have finally made up my mind-
we're over.

i've got nth to ask for.

2008-11-16T10:52:00.001+08:00

My blog is lagging of pictures.
hhaaaa.
so yea,
so really overdued photos taken during the Yahoo! Developers Award Ceremony at Zouk!

it was the most memorable experience we had.

able to interact with companies representatives,

able to experience what's happening in the market,

so yea,

it was good.

will not be blogging often i guess,

however,

i will try to blog at least abit.

hahaaa.

my handphone is still under servicing.

sian.

so no photos till when its ready.

i have tried my best, but i just can't take it anymore...

2008-11-12T19:10:00.002+08:00

im feeling so much better now.
thanks to those who made me laugh like mad in class for the past 1 week.
im like cherishing the time with my poly-mates lo.
coz its like,
we are in year 2.2 already
and will be graduating very very soon.
so yea,
i really do cherish the times i have with my class,
the super crazy class,
C175!

have been playing dota almost every night with the guys la.
sometimes grace pop-in to see how we play,
and eunice is going to learn dota also!
during weekends,
brother join us to play as well.
upon saying that,
i realise that its been quite some time ever since i play togther with hubby fren, hao and my bro lo.
haaaa.
will ask them this weekend when i'm free.
seriously,
dota is a DRUG!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

and i better try to pay attention in game lo.
ok,
i shall reveal the most embrassing thing i have done in dota!

Im a Scourge.
i went to the river,
saw the invisible thingy,
and took it.
so that means im invisible,
and made my way to the middle lane.

i have no idea why suddenly i thought im sentinal la.
i stood in the middle,
waiting for the creeps to arrive before i chiong.
but the creeps i waited is from the SENTINAL side la.
i didnt know and blindly followed.
when my invisible spell finished,
the tower from the sentinal side hit me.
i thought it was killing the SCOURGE creeps.
so i continued to be the "sentinal" hero.
i only start to realise that im at the wrong side,
when i saw leewei hitting me,
and im like,
WHY HE 1 HIT HIT ME IM LIKE GOING TO DIE LIAO?
then i realise the tower is hitting me la!
zzzzzzzzzzzz

ok,
the embrassing act had broadcasted to the whole of C175.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i think im the first person who did that in dota,
and please,
im not a new player.
so yea,
really LOL.

haaa,
just updated course blog!
do check it out yea?
=)))

2008-11-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

the worst nightmare is to be betrayed by someone..
the one you lived with since you are born..
the one who you sacrificed for..

why am i so soft-hearted?
why must people taken advantage of my character?

i will never sacrifice myself for others again,
except for the ones i feel they're worthwhile for.

im sorry,
i will overcome this phobia of mine.
i will and will definately get out of it.
i need time.

2008-11-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

"don blame urself for not helping
blame them from not helping themselves"

2008-11-10T01:42:00.002+08:00

i hate this feeling.

2008-11-08T22:20:00.003+08:00

finally SSSD and MSID projects are over.
rushed through SSSD project last night till abot 5.30am.
checked msn to see who is still rushing.
only saw teng.
HAHAA.

couldnt slp until about 6am,
then woke up at 8am to prepare for work.
my eyes couldnt open la!
while im bathing,
i only shut my eyes for a moment,
and i couldnt open for the next moment.
told qingqing today and she was laughing like mad la.
=))
yup,
worked with her at CP today.
weixiong working today too.
=))

the moment i reached home,
i slept.
of cuz after washing up la.
till about 9pm.
but still not enough.
maybe dota 1 round with classmates before i go back to slp.
=))
nu er learning.
=xxx

oh ya,
happy anni nuer n wy.
=x